I'm back!!!

it's been ages since i posted anything but have been up to my ears with work. Work just keeps pouring in. it's good in a way cos it takes my mind off all things depressing. having said that, i still don't like the idea of doing work which requires a lot of attention to detail. i'm a big picture person, conceptualising is one of my strengths. i hate the idea of going thru stacks of data, checking and re-checking minute stuff. it annoys me and it deadens my brain. i want to think, i mean really think. Give my opinions, share ideas, exchange thoughts. i find this more interesting but yet i am asked to do these crappy stuff. to say they dont know is not true cos, the whole office knows im not a detail-oriented person, by nature. so i am compared to another co-worker who likes this kind of shitty stuff. unfortunately for me, my whole team loves detail and are naturally inclined this way. The other big picture folk are in other teams, so sometimes i feel that they appreciate my work more than my own team. the worst part is they try to make me like themselves and it's 3 against 1. im judged unfairly by the work that i do which does nothing for my strengths but rather is a learning process towards improving my weaknesses. so...the story of my life. Gotta go. will continue later....trying to be optimistic here....=)