waaaa......im still here

Nyeh nyeh nyeh.....damn long rite since i posted any crap. Kinda forgot i had a blog. Gone back to putting pen to paper. Still safer and personal. Can't really EXPRESS feelings here without some moron bitching about it. but i guess each one to his own. so short updates. it's after raya, had a great time meeting up with frens. These are my uni besties. We had our traditional buka puasa at the same seafood place, eating the same food (plus crabs this time; which Y usually passes on to his dates hehe) making the same old lame jokes and just about doing everything as always. This time though there was a difference. We are working adults. Working for over a year, 6 mths at a steady job for one and one sustaining A job from a line of 5 jobs. hehehe.

Before....the scrumptious food

After......we were done! After I licked my forearm clean.....=)

We walked around pavillion cos my fren S who is actually a princess born to commoners NEEDED her fix of J.Co doughnuts. Needed them pretty much as a junkie would need his fix. hehehe We waited for about half an hour for those doughnuts which thank the gods in heaven was good. Not much to say about pavillion. all the hype but the dudes that hang out there pretty much look the same as those which loiter outside Kota Raya on public holidays. Yeah u heard me. The dazzle of the place can't override that fact. And the freaking signages in that place. Don't trust the directory at this place, follow your instinct, it'll get you to your destination quicker. We ended up seeking help from this pak guard who was rabun and thanks to Y who didn't fail to mention it to him. What did you say again? "Dah rabun pun nak tolong?" Talk about tactless...all in your waistlah that's why (insider's joke) hehehe. It was a great outing. Can't wait to go out again with them soon. But this week has been pretty hectic and will be hell till January.

Visited my form 6 frens for Raya. It was almost like a reunion. Nothing much had changed i was still the only female among the bunch of dicks cos the rest of the gals were coming later. Left early too. This month quite brokelah. Had to go to the land of the kiasu pandis so bit tightlah. The rest of the holiday saw me chilling at home with a book. Something i haven't done since i started work. The best part was i had the whole house to myself. the rest of the familia were spending two days at my aunt's place. Great holiday but came to work on Tuesday feeling as if i party-ed away the previous nite. it was the onset of my migraine. But after downing a few painkillers i felt much better. The best part about coming to work these few days is the fact that there were fewer cars on the road. It was bliss driving to and from work. Wish it was like that everyday.
What else. Oh yeah i just got told that i will be receiving a bonus after all cos i was unfairly judged (from my 360 feedback) i guess it was my fault for directing my 360 to morons. The more senior managers thought i deserved a bonus and a good raise (for having high potential) and disregarded the feedback thingy. in your face you freaking weirdos! hehehe. so glad. I can finally get that pair of shoes I've been dying for. those who have been reading my blog know that i have been battling with the different mindsets of these weirdos who are so process-driven they won't be able to fart without consulting a manual of some sort. So now it's partly settled. The other big bosses see the potential in me and do not make me feel bad about my areas of development but rather help me appreciate and leverage off my strengths. The Asian culture is the driving factor behind this. You were considered never good enough in school unless you were like those kiasu, ass-kissing nerds. But fuck all that has changed now. i have a new manager who im looking forward to working with. [This is my alter ego speaking] and the gal who i thought was my competition, newsflash, she ain't no competition. will update later......gtg now.