Me & U...

Met up with my cousin R yesterday. She and I grew up together. Even as kids we stuck to each other. She's a year older to me and I used to look up to her. We have an unexplainable bond, something like what sisters would share. But for a long time, both of us did not have sisters and so we were drawn to each other. We used to fight like hell also, both she and my brother would gang up on me. But her mum used to take my side. We fought, squabbled, cried and laughed together. We use to have these crazy dreams and plans of what we would like to do when we grew up. Some of our fantasies were so crazy, we still laugh about it. We planned that we would go to college together and stay together and work at the same place. hahaha. Dreams of the innocent! We obviously did not think we'd meet other people along the way. It was always just the 2 of us. After a while, when I moved to the East Coast, we kinda drifted apart. But it was not a rift that could not be patched. Whenever we met up it was as if we were not separated at all. There was no awkwardness which you usually feel when you don't meet someone for a while.
Anyway. We had a great time last night. We went for dinner, then went back to her place. WE were up for most of the night, talking and talking and talking, trying out outfits and stuff. sigh* missed the good ol' days. Missed her company a lot. It was all too familiar and comforting. Maybe that was just what I needed....