How???

I'm having conflicting needs at this point in my life. I want but I don't want. I need but I don't need. sigh*

Something like this.....sound familiar

"Every time we lie awake

After every hit we take

Every feeling that I get

But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake

By every sigh and scream we make

All the feelings that I get

But I still don’t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you"

- (I Hate) Everything About You; Three Days Grace -

Then at other times I also feel like this;

"When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

And truth be told, I miss you

And truth be told, I'm lyin'"

- Gives You Hell; All American Rejects -

And the worst feeling of all........

"Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest nights

You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like fallin'

Gravity can't forget

To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

It's the risk that I'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see you halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over you face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away"

- Halo; Beyonce Knowles -

Ok, ok I know it's sappy and melodramatic but I can't help it. Hmm.....wonder if it's just PMS. Damn!