Have you read the book "Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren? Well i received that book as a birthday gift. i actually asked my colleague what she meant wen she gave me that book. hmmmm she must think i have no purpose in life. but i thought what the heck, just have a read and seelah. the author suggests that you read a chapter a day so that u can really take the time to reflect and ponder on your purpose of life. like Duh! so i began with chapter one....u were put here (on the earth) for a reason. hmm....i felt like one of the characters of Heroes. hehehe. okaaayyy......so wht's my purpose. and up until then i had never really thought about it. wt were u meant to do? do u want to leave the earth without anything to your name. if i die today, would i be proud of what i have accomplished so far? hm..i guess not. i just turned 24 last week and i did think of what i had accomplished so far. which is like nothing. i mean im not complaining but there's nothing i have done so far that makes me feel like i've reached a destination or accomplished a goal. i planned my life as a little kid, around 8 or 9 years of age. my aim was to graduate from university. So my life evolved around that goal. when i finally made it to uni, i was like ok...so what do i do now. and honestly i still havent figured it out. i sometimes feel lost and afloat. like i have no destination or aim whatsoever. now i'm still looking for something to work towards but i have no idea. hmm.....its been a year already since i graduated and even during my studying days i used to think of what to work towards. but let's see what and how i come up with something.
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